A Bit About Myself

I am lost,
I am alone,
I feel no other,
I feel nothing but pain.

Who am I,
No one knows,
No one dares tell,
I could try many times and never get it right.

I feel a certain way,
Unlike I know anyone else to feel,
This knowing gives me power,
Useless in my position, the power withers away.

Those in the position,
Draw from within a source all their own,
What was put there was for them to discover,
Same here.

I am only a lonely conscience,
Adrift in a sea of roaring morality,
Noises buzzing all around call my attention,
I seek it as well.

I know myself now,
In truth I always have,
It's a knowing I've returned,
For I have made no use of it.

I feel as though I am nothing,
Never was, nor ever will be,
Except soon that nothing will be larger
I'll fall into a hole I can't get out of,
This I know to be certain.

This nothingness doesn't hurt,
It feels no way at all,
If I could give it to you,
Well then you'd already have it all.

Since I am alone,
But one among the plenty,
I'll leave a bit of myself here,
Tattered papers barely legible, I'll be.

-Patrick Dejour II

Time Skips

Dear Light,

Thank you for joining me here, now. Our present environment calls on us to act as a lens through which many realities may shift in and out of focus. In much the same way we find time itself flowing at varying wavelengths dependent upon our internal state. When we find ourselves content in our presence we may rest all our consciousness upon a place or time outside of our Earth reality, and in this way we break through the barriers of self and become one with the timeless dimension. When we cross this bridge into a vacuum outside of our normal experience of flow, we are consciously directing the energy of all the beings in our presence and upon the planet at this time toward a sense of permanence and importance that only we can give them. 

It is hard for many of us to see ourselves existing outside of the life we experience daily, for most it is an inescapable part of who we are. Our essence fills the blueprint of creation that surrounds us and we become literally, what our conscious thinks and feels internally. By utilizing our neglected free will we are able to choose which range or frequency of expression we desire to know. At this time we all belong to the same Earth Project that has been in the works for many eons. We have given our time and our attention to the expansion of living matter and immortal consciousness upon the surface of the Earth. Our new programming being initiated now removes the Earth from beneath us and allows our experience of our own intimate connection with the transcendent to lead us through time. 

This is possible because long ago a force broke through the silence of the void and touched the Earth and gave it life. Since then, the beings who inhabit the planet have been living in a vacuum of their own, one in which they may never know life without knowledge of the foundation beneath us from which it branches. Now that we have grown to inhabit all possible timelines accessible to earthlings, we are making our way into a higher dimension in which half of our experience of life is not buried beneath our feet. We see ourselves as the earth now, and just as she spirals through the cosmos, so do we. This rotational momentum drives all forces on the physical level, from the stars and galaxies, to the spinning of tornadoes and the currents of the ocean. 

As we begin to see this motion as a singular shape we are able to cast forward through the dimension of time a knowing of the natural motions of this element, utilizing its pattern of creation to create for ourselves a new future, and a new Earth. Much will take place in our awareness as we begin exercising our control over our perception of time, and when the earth has finally broken free of the illusion created by higher dimensional forces, we will begin to move with these forces, rather than the alterations we see them enact on our surroundings. When we are masters of time our reality will open itself up and all dimensions of experience from the gross to the minute will fit into the human consciousness and understanding in a way that brings us out of the Earth and into the light of our eternal sun burning within. Thanks for making the journey with me, I enjoy sharing with you and cannot wait to explore the new corridors and windows that are making visible for us realities outside of our own. 

With Love,

Thanks,

Patrick Dejour II

Morning's Dawn

Special Ones,

This day was made for you, and you for it. We have been working above to align the stars in the sky for you to witness tonight and the earth has shaped herself as to provide the best path for you. Though none of these things you see, babe. You are an empty page upon which the words of life may be drawn, dawn after dawn. You may not see the changes taking place around you on such a grand scale, but each day you walk into a new world and carry with you a new understanding of your place in it. 

In our distant past the world was much smaller, but seemed much larger. There was eternal light above and eternal darkness contained below. Our human perceptions have cut into a new channel of awareness and we may use our 5 basic senses in unimaginable ways. By tuning each of them individually up or down we are able to filter out infinite amounts of information pertaining to our emerging zero pointed awareness. Our knowledge of how this awareness comes into being is part of the understanding humanity has gleaned from our time away from our eternal home in spirit.  

As was the case with our being, long ago man lived only in the realm of the senses. We could not get at the "senseless" world that exists outside of our understanding we have built for ourselves. Who we are is dependent upon our outside conditions and even though we have never existed independent of the external, we all live as though when we are alone we are truly independent. In this way humanity is strung together through time. But there has been a bigger picture being created that involves all of us and our many expressions and adventures in the one reality. 

Now that we have outgrown our senses, so to speak, we are emerging head first through the womb of the earth and taking our first steps upon the firmament below. This firmament was unimaginable as beings contained in animated suspension in the darkness of the womb. As with every human birth that has taken place upon our world, our ties with the old are being cut so that we may now move independently. True, it will take time, but this natural process has led to the creation of every hard working, knowledgeable adult; a process unbelievable to them had they not been through it themselves. These beautiful people you see everyday walking along side you come from the same humble beginning and have now arisen from their comfortable hibernation and walk in an wholly different world than the one they used to know. This magical tale of love is weaved through time with the souls and bodies of the One and they all gladly partake in their individual expressions while individuality belongs to them. As do I, for it is only in this way that I may know you, loves. That is what I truly desire. 

Love you forever,

Patrick Dejour II